The Escapist

The escapist wonders in the land of mountains

Sheds a few memories and make bridges with the updates

Treks over the rocks, struggles and exhausts

Slips over, gets breathless and feels lost

Its soul floats on the river surface

and every truth reappears from the vase

Gorging like a baby for the warmth it prays

Astounded by the fall it disappears in search of new ways

The escapist wonders in the land of the mountains

To be someone new it replaces the memories with the updates..

 

 

One Step At A Time..

I grew up learning that

No matter how hard you fall flat

You got to stand still

Continue with stronger will

As every moment passes by

Adds new lessons sometimes wild

So I never gave up on hope

I smiled in order to cope

 

I wished to just flow

And spread smiles with some hope

No wonder how you broke

hid the pieces with the cloak

To hold the world around

‘Coz that’s when you confound

There’s a child inside

Who doesn’t want to die

Unknown to the knowns

like the locker of the Davy Jones

 

One day life will be pride

Listening to this inner voice

And the dreams it once shared

Fictional, but back then i didn’t care

The dream of living love

Diving high as two doves

Holding hands with flying wings

Resting and fighting beings

Creating new lives

Binging to play kites

 

Growing old with pitfalls

Yet rising above towards the stars

Building home, our little spot

Within the woods at hill-top

Grazing the little calves

And playing with our dogs

Teaching a bunch of kids

Of the near village called mids

Watching the dusk and dawn

Dancing and singing loud

 

But darling what I have been

Grown up dreaming

Has caused me a big fall

And i don’t see how to let go this long haul

The wounds are deep and scars

Are open to dust and flaws

So I try to spread smiles

With a little hope to hung by

To the people close to me

I came back smarter they believe

 

To stay alert I don’t calm

At the face of truth I am alarmed

The dream has turned its back

And has been the trojan attack

I don’t see the sunrise

Just left with emotions deep inside

I try to quiet them

Kill or silent them

And be less than a human

To protect self from demon

Mind open but heart closed

Words playing but feelings shorn

 

But,

I grew up learning that

No matter how hard you fall flat

You got to stand still

Continue with stronger will

As every moment passes by

Adds new lessons sometimes wild

But I don’t know if it’s the time

To give up hope and let feelings die

So I smile for another mile..

Take one step at a time and one step at a time yet another at a time..

 

 

 

 

 

Ardh Satya

Jharne mein behte hue shor boond boond ka,

Aur Behti hui nadi mein achanak se aana kisi mod ka.

Halki si baarish mein garajna zor se baadal ka,

Aur andheri raat mein bujhna aakhri mombatti ka.

Bin bulayi barsaat se tootna ghar kisi ka,

Aur bina wajah bataye ruthna zindagi ka.

Aakhri chaai ki chuski mein milna mishri ka,

Aur ghanto intzaar ke baad chhutna gaadi ka.

Khwahishon se bhare bheed mein akele reh jaane ka,

Aur akele mein bhi apno ka sukoon paa jaane ka.

Aadhi raat mein kisi dhamaake se uthne ka,

Aur nayi subah mein nayi shuruwat ke hone ka.

Chehkti muskaan mein badhte vishwas ka,        

Bachhe ki kilkari mein khilane wale ki naadani ka.

Ehsaas hain sab kisi mein kuch zada ya kuch kam,         

Hastakshep soch hai sab kisi ka armaan kisi ka mat.

Kamal ke kichad mein khilne jaisa kisi ka jhooth kisi ka sach,                          

Aur grahan mein kisi ke milne ya kisi ki doori jaisa hai ye saara ardh satya ardh satya.

Relationship In You or You In Relationship.

If you are reading this post, Kindly read it till the end.

(This poetry is written in Hindi)

“Tumhe kya khabar thi

Ki kitna maana tha tumhe

Jab tum door the tab

Kitna chaaha tha tumhe

Sochti hun ye waqt hai ya hum kuch aise hi hain

Jo badalte badalte na jaane kab yun hi bicchde hain

Jaane kahan gye, wo pal, wo lafz, wo jazbaat, wo khushi, wo gum

Jinme kabhi na tum the ya main, jinhe jeete the toh sirf hum or hum..

Aaj hum se pehle tum or main aata hai

Samjhte-samjhaate hum se tum or tum se main, vibhakt ho chuka hai

Aaina samajh kar tum mein khud ko dekha tha

Ki aaj vo pratibimb “main tum nahin” keh kar

Khin aur chal diya hai, khin aur chal diya hai…”

 

How many times have you failed to understand the reason behind such relationships?

This is true that relationships go through all phases, like a wave and reason being that relationships are a phenomenon, just like life.

But what makes us weaker, are not the relationships, but our perception, our cognition of attaching our identity with the relationships or with the people we are in relationships.

Here, some do forget that relationship is because of you, and not you are because of relationship. This is the kind of error one makes, by dissolving ones own identity into the others.

Simply try to think once, if you keep your identity beside your relationship then when relationship goes through ups and downs it might impact you, but would not be able to vanish you. As, your identity will not nullify if the relationship goes vulnerable.

When in hunger you eat your self then, in damage you will rescue yourself. YOU are your own warrior.  Because if you have the guts to let yourself suffer, then you’ve got the greater binge to let yourself live happily.

Share and motivate them, who need to trust them selves.